Psalm 51: David’s Repentance Prayer

I was driven to write this post for one reason: Over the weekend I DELIBERATELY sinned. By that I mean, I did something that I knew was wrong even before I did it. I was lying in bed that night and I was just about to fall asleep when I had a filthy dream. I woke up from it, and whenever I have a filthy dream, which since I removed all avenues for the sex demon to get to me, have been few and far between, thankfully, I self-deliver myself using the methods in the Deliverance Manual I shared in my Witchcraft post, and if I still feel an urge to relieve myself, I grab my Bible and just start reading, even if nothing seems to stick in my head, I read until I feel my Spirit is at peace again. This time I didn’t read the Bible after self-deliverance. I was tired, and I wanted it to STOP right then and there. So I decided to give in, just this once.

And as soon as I made the decision, my Spirit came alive telling me to stop, don’t do it, please! But I didn’t listen. Afterwards, I felt guilty for sinning, but this time I also felt physically sick, not sick enough to throw up, but extreme nausea, and I felt so filthy I thought no amount of water could clean me. Again, the same urge that had tempted me came back and I felt like if I slept I would feel better in the morning. Again, my Spirit came alive and said NO! YOU ARE NOT GUARANTEED TOMORROW! So I confessed my sin to Father and asked for forgiveness. And I repented.

But I didn’t feel right. Something was wrong, and I couldn’t quite figure out what it was. And then I realized, it was fear. I was afraid. Even though I repented, I didn’t know for sure that Father was still with me. After all, it wasn’t like I sinned unintentionally when I get mad at somebody, and I say something I shouldn’t in the heat of the moment. I had decided to sin, and that was intentional, deliberate sin. I turned my back on Father. Why should He accept me back? What had I done to deserve it?

I read my Sister Barbie’s blog yesterday, and I went onto which is another blog she manages. And one of her posts was Emergency Numbers. I clicked on it wondering what she meant, and I saw a list of scriptures you can read whenever you feel a certain way. I searched for what I should read when I have sinned, and there is was: Psalm 51. That evening I went to my Bible and I read it. And after I read it, I prayed it. And it was the most heartfelt prayer, because I did not have to change one word. When I pray Ephesians 6:10-19 I change ye to I or me, or myself depending on the rest of the scripture, so that I am praying for myself. But Psalm 51 starts with “Have mercy on ME, O God”. So straight away I could pray every single word as if it was written specifically for me.

And do you know something? It was. David wrote that Psalm as a prayer of repentance for himself. But as you know according to 2 Timothy 3:16:

All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:

So if you take that scripture and look at Psalms 51, you realize that YHWH INSPIRED David to write that Psalm. He was giving not just David, but all of YHWH’s children who came after him, the very words they needed whenever they sought forgiveness. And when I realized that was what Father had done, I realized that He still loved me, that yes, I had chosen to turn my back on Him, but He had NEVER turned His back on me. He led me to Barbie’s post yesterday, because He knew I needed to read it, to find that Psalm and take it as the prayer I needed if ever I need forgiveness again.

And so for you, here is Psalms 51 so that if ever you need to find forgiveness, for whatever reason, all you need to do is read these words aloud with heartfelt need for love and forgiveness, and EVERYTHING will be alright again.

Psalm 51

Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.

Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.

For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.

Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.

Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.

Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.

Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.

Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.

Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.

10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.

11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.

12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.

13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.

14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness.

15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise.

16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering.

17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.

18 Do good in thy good pleasure unto Zion: build thou the walls of Jerusalem.

19 Then shalt thou be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering: then shall they offer bullocks upon thine altar.

May YHWH bless you and keep you safe always.


Hi everyone. Don’t worry, my series isn’t finished, I was urged by Father to write this note, so I’m writing it. I had originally planned to include it in my original series, but if you read the aside on Monarch Mind Control Part 1, you will know why it didn’t happen. For those of you who didn’t, Father had me limit my series to just Monarch Mind Control, instead of everything I ever learned about Satan and his plans to destroy us. However, Father wanted me to write this note to warn you all, and especially so you can warn your children about how witchcraft is getting into your lives.

There is a YouTube video out called “Ex-Witch Writes a Letter About Harry Potter Books” or something like that anyway. It has been uploaded by several channels and they all have named the video differently, but if you search “Ex-witch Harry Potter” on YouTube you’ll find it. They are all the same video, just named differently. Basically an ex-witch wrote a letter, and obviously somebody found it or he/she posted it on YouTube. The video is an extraordinary video and well worth checking out. The letter is all about how the Harry Potter book is REAL WITCHCRAFT. All the spells are real spells, and many of the names, especially the surnames and even the house names, are all names of DEMONS.

Now, you can believe me or not. I am not writing this note to prove to you without a shadow of a doubt, that it is true, because I can’t. Just, please watch the video and at least ARM yourselves with the knowledge. If you don’t know how Satan is trying to harm you, you can’t protect yourself from it. And these books are aimed at YOUR CHILDREN. They rely on YOU to protect THEM. However, I am here to tell you the CONSEQUENCES of these books getting out to the masses. And not just the Harry Potter books. ALL works of fiction that contain Witchcraft, including TV shows and movies are real Witchcraft as well.

Now, you may not believe me for one reason, and it is a reason I used as well to justify reading these books even with severe misgivings about what I was reading. I had these misgivings even before I became Born again, but I saw no harm in them because they were just works of fiction. And the reason is this: I have read the books, and even said some of the spells aloud…and NOTHING HAPPENED. So, they can’t be real spells. Is that why you maybe don’t believe me?

Well, Father told me something very important and I am now sharing it with you. There are two realms or worlds so to speak: the physical realm, which is the one we live in, and the spiritual realm, where YHWH and Satan and the angels and demons reside in. Both realms exist together in this world, and maybe other worlds as well, but I’m not getting into inter-dimensions because, I know nothing about it, and quite frankly, if Father doesn’t tell me anything about it, I stay away from it.

What you may not realize is, every action has a consequence. Just because you can’t see the immediate effects physically, does not mean it doesn’t have a ripple effect. Believe me, if it doesn’t affect your physical world around you, i.e. your life, or the lives of others, it affects the spiritual realm. Also, even if it DOES  affect your physical world, it also affects the spiritual realm. Let me give you an example. The simplest example: sin. You commit a sin, even if it’s a small one like a little white lie.

You tell this lie to a loved one for whatever reason. Time goes on and the lie isn’t found out. After a while, you even forget about it, don’t you? It has little or no effect on your physical world, other than the odd twinge of guilt. However, it has a HUGE affect on the spiritual world. Because you have sinned, you have cut yourself off from YHWH and His Grace. Not only that, He has handed you over to satan to do what he likes with you, because you chose to disobey YHWH and now you must face the consequence of that, which means He won’t protect you from Satan’s forces, because they can attack you because of the sin.

These forces, whether it be one or two demons, or a whole army of them, and maybe even witches, can gather around you and do things to you, such as cause you pain, mess with your thoughts, and mess with your emotions causing you to act in ways you wouldn’t normally. And you can’t see the demons, because they are spirit beings meaning they don’t have a body, and therefore are invisible to the human eye. And you can’t see the witches either, because they will have gathered at a distance, although they will have to be in close proximity to you, so most likely, there will be a coven in the town, city or village you live in. Also, the witches don’t cast spells that upset the physical world, they also work in the spiritual. This means that you won’t turn into a toad or you won’t see any physical change to your appearance, but you may end up feeling severely ill or in severe pain and will not understand the cause of either. If you do not stop the cause of either, it could cause your death. Again, understand this, Satan does not want to cause you a little discomfort, he wants you DEAD and in HELL with him.

So, now that you understand the difference between the effects of the physical and the spiritual, back to the main topic. When you or your children read these stories and perhaps for fun try some of the spells, it may not affect the physical, i.e. nothing happens. But just because you try the Levitation Spell and you don’t see anything floating, doesn’t mean the spell hasn’t worked. It affects the spiritual realm, in a BIG way. Witchcraft is of the devil, and if you are successful in casting a spell, you just might have caused a demon to attach itself to you. But you have also caused an even bigger consequence to yourself. By doing works of the devil, you have incurred YHWH’s wrath and have taken your name from the Book of Life, and unless you repent, you will incur ALL the consequences YHWH send your way.

But do not lose all hope. You can stop this from happening. If you or your children have dabbled with these books, and you are a follower of YHWH, all you need to do is sincerely repent for your ignorance, and your involvement with the books, etc. and ask for His protection, and He will give it to you. Next you need to wear your spiritual armour. You can obtain it by praying the scriptures in Ephesians 6:10-19:

Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God: Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints; And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel,

And finally, and this is very important. You have YHWH’s protection and you also have your spiritual armour. Now you need to learn spiritual warfare. Your best defence and your best weapon is the Word of God, but also prayer. Prayer is also another great weapon, because your prayers are heard and answered by the Almighty, and Most High God. And nobody can stop Him, or defeat Him, not even satan himself. When you engage in Spiritual Warfare, you fight all of Satan’s armies with the power of prayer. And this is done simply by rebuking the demon or person who is trying to harm you and using the authority given to you by Yeshua and the Father, cast out the demon and/or ask the Father to stop and remove any curses or kinds of witchcraft that is affecting you.

With these three steps taken, you will have freed yourself from the evil that is Witchcraft, and you can also protect your loved ones as well, however, if they aren’t saved, Satan’s forces will still be allowed access to them, however, it may not be as strong as it would be if you didn’t pray for them.

If you are not a follower of YHWH, then you will need to pray HARD and seek Him while you still can. Ask Him for wisdom and guidance, and if and when He answers, do EXACTLY what you are told. Sincere Repentance is the only way to save yourself from His Wrath and an eternity separated from Him.

Thank you for reading. May YHWH bless you and keep you safe in this time.